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MsBo0tyLiCuS
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Name: Viktorya
Birthday: 1/16/1988
Gender: Female
Interests: i absolutelii LOVE anythiin thas qotta do wiith musiic. musiic iis my liife ; my love ; my passiion ; my boyfriiend .. haha. wiithout iit i wouldn`t be me. i siing/dance/wriite/perform ... so holla at ya future star. ;)
i also LOVE my famiily. yes they can qet annoyiin ... but they made me .. well ... me . i wouldnt be anywhere wiithout them ; my mama, my pops, my sister, my brother, my neice .. and so on ...
Expertise: what am i not an expertise maaayn hahaha . ♥
Occupation: Student
Industry: Entertainment
Message: message me
Website: visit my website
AIM:  msbo0tylicus
Member Since:
9/16/2003
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Hey Hey Hey.
Wow.
It's been a minute now hasn't it "xanga". everyone is up on myspace .. better yet known as crack space ahaha .. i aint gonna lie so am i but see I use mine to network ; people really be tryina find their soulmate on myspace ... oh well i aint gonna knock em, you never know, your best friend might find the lvoe of their life on myspace. :]
okai ; moving on. wow .. i was readin` back and the previous entries and im jus in awe at the things i went through. well here's a lil update ... Terry is now just a friend. My "first love" didnt work out. But what this whole experience has really got me trippen on is maybe i DONT know what being in love is. See, when i thought i was in love with Mr. Warner, I had all these insane feelings for him, which he later admitted to me that he wasnt on the same level as me, my feelings for him were way more than what he felt for me. Not that he's a bad guy, but I didnt get treated the way a loved girlfriend woulda gotten treated. And now, with my baby [coinsidently named terrence lol] its so different its amazing. He really shows me love and what i feel for him he feels for me. im not alone in this relationship, ya kno? And it feels so wonderful! But since my first experience, i didnt get this kind of effect, this is truly my first time being IN LOVE with someone who is IN LOVE with me .... [lets face it, i was jus infatuated with terry cus it takes two and i was the only one] .... but with that said ... since this is my first time, am i really IN love? i know IT IS love, the things i'd do for this man. But, am i IN LOVE? i like to think so ... but it's jus one of those mysterious questions haha .... with all that preached ;
i dont have a boyfriend. i have a man. a man whom i love so much. he was there through it all [[baby i dont know why u stuck around haha]] he was there when i needed someone to talk to / cry to really about Terry ; he was there while i was pimpin and havin my fun with fellas and with the mentality "fuck guys! PIMP on!" haha .... come to think of it ... i wonder if thats wha he liked, the challenge of tamin` me. hmm ? haha. but he stuck around, even when i was an annoyin lil brat and stubburn didnt wanna listen to no one from the male gender. but he became my friend. the person i turn to when boys were pissin me off .. he was that one boy i could tell anythin to and he wouldnt piss me off .... then it hit me...we have such a great friendship .... but now i want a relationship .... and i cant pimp this one cus he's actually my friend i dont wanna hurt him lol ..... ;] i think thas when i started slowly not answerin the fones when other guys would call ... my heart would skip couple times when he would call me .. my o my .. i was feelin this one but i didnt want to .. .OH BOY was my guard up like BIGGIE status haha ... but again, like a soldier, he climbed on top of that wall and jumped over it .. he didnt try changin me or break down the wall i had up .. he just simply wanted to get over to the other side of it and become a PART of my life. and he did, and he is, and i truely think he always will be. I was willing to give my heart to Terry [the ex] a second time ... i think he had it for a minute, but he jus threw it back at me .. and my heart went missing .... but once my baby jumped over that wall, he didnt stop and take a break or think it was over yet .... he went on a mission for the missing heart. and guess what...he found it. :D jeez i love this man.
other than that, i started a new job .. the tax office was the shiz nitz .. but once tax season was over, the boss let a lot of ppl go [[understandable]] ... now i work at world gym .. front desk .. so im online or readin magazine or writin music 24/7. lol. i got a CAR! woohoo ... its my babycakes. Jeep Grand Cherokee Limited Edition .. a '97 .. im not spoiled i had to get a used car haha ... but its my tricked out lil JJ .... she eats a lota gas tho ... =/ i started college this year ..... PCC ! woo woo ahaha its pretty fun .. come to think of it i have homework to do and 2 more books to get .. ugh .. i jus killed this whole session haha .... but other than tha, life's pretty good .. no complaints. Only thing i can compain about is my voice is kinda harsh right now .. it mite just be from almost pulling an all nighter yesterday! i got literally 2 hours of sleep cus i got home at 3...and had to open the gym at 5a.m.! but anyways .... all i kno is when im off , ima go get my books and go home and KNOK THA FUK out .. well i mite make somethin for my mama .. i got her mad last nite so i gotta make it up to her .. i love her. :]
okay im done for today. until next year! haha .. no im kidden ... we'll see when i update again ;]
holla. <3
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senior awrds night w. mariam =] 
finals week!!! 
on the way & at tha beach .. wit badfbi n nina <3 then we met up wit andre n all them ... i had fun gettin kissed by tha sun at manhattan beach <3 
me n jak on da last day of skoo i look like shxt! 
Mad&Jake awww =] 
me as dirty as cinderella and iris lookin all cute as my step sister .. cinderella play fo dance finals lol 
me n LawLaw sad..yet happy to b leavin high school!!! yesssss 06.16.05 
pre-prom =] 
[prom piks aint scanned yet]
Cater 2 U - Destinys Child *dedicated *
